Something I Wish I Would Never Have to Do.....

I write this post with a very heavy heart and one I'd wish that I would never have to write.
Almost 2 weeks ago I went in for my routine 18 week appointment for the baby. In a matter of 2 seconds and 5 words my world came crashing down on me. It was discovered at the appointment that the baby no longer had a heartbeat. I never thought that this far along I would have to worry about miscarrying. It has devastated our whole family. I'm still trying to figure out how this all fits into our Heavenly Father's plan and hope that one day I will. I hope and pray that one day I will be able to have the blessing of carrying another baby and raising that child on this earth. Until then I take joy in the fact that I have a sweet little boy who I love and care for deeply and wouldn't know what to do without.

16 Weeks

I'm trying to be better at documenting this pregnancy because sadly I didn't do it very well with little Eric. I'm not starting off very well because I am already 16 weeks and these are the first pictures I have taken. I am going to at least try and take pictures every month; we'll see how often that happens. :)